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01 | text 💀 not dating advice
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Sender ID: stillarhino (Beat)
To: Everyone
Subject: A little help
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i kinda need some advice too and it aint really about dating
if something happened and you messed up big time
like REALLY messed up
howd ya go about making up to someone who got caught up in it
i wanna let them know that im sorry for real you know
hit me with whatcha got
[Was this supposed to be anonymous? No. Was this is supposed to be filtered away from Futaba? Yes. But is not... because someone forgot. Whoops.]
Sender ID: stillarhino (Beat)
To: Everyone
Subject: A little help
Warnings: None
i kinda need some advice too and it aint really about dating
if something happened and you messed up big time
like REALLY messed up
howd ya go about making up to someone who got caught up in it
i wanna let them know that im sorry for real you know
hit me with whatcha got
[Was this supposed to be anonymous? No. Was this is supposed to be filtered away from Futaba? Yes. But is not... because someone forgot. Whoops.]
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[Somehow the judgment cuts more, now that he remembers the relationship he and Eustace had prior.]
Yeah, I fessed up on everything. She's was kinda hurt, but she took me back. [A grumble and a sigh. But there's a look of relief as well.] I'm hella lucky she gave me another chance.
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But my advice from before remains. You could live the rest of your life trying to make it up to her, and she might be okay with that. But you consider whether she really is or not. She might not like thinking you're putting some kind of burden on yourself for her sake, especially when you're just trying to ease yourself of your own guilt.
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He purses his lips for a moment, looking like he's about clap back, but he shakes his head instead. Beat lets out a deep sigh.]
Yeah, you's right. Don't want Shorty worrying about me like that. I already put her through enough shit. Still gonna be extra for her birthday, though. Already got a coupla thing's cookin' I don't plan on backin' out of.
[Then a pause, followed by a light chuckle.]
Never thought I'd be askin' you for advice like this, Wolfie.
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Because I don't remember you?
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You even took care a' when I got drunk one time. Heh.
[He's not sure how much he should say. Or not say. While he's glad there was someone who remembers him, and that person being the most important of then all, he's struggling when it comes to the others.]
Jus' good to know I can still count on ya.
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...]
I can't promise I will act the same as whatever version of me you met in that other world. However, I can only imagine you must have been as much of a handful as I've observed so far already.
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That last comment though...]
C'mon, man. I ain't that bad! You gotta leas' gimme a chance.
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Suppose we'll see...
[But there maybe be a faint hint of a smile, as if he's teasing him a little. A little.]
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Guess so. Thanks for the help, Wolfie. I'mma try not to mess up too bad.
[Both with his current problem and with how he's going to approach this with Eustace. It may not be the same friendship as before, but only time will tell how things will pan out.]
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[His smile is almost cocky as he says that, but the sincerity in his voice in unmistakable. At the very least, he now has a better idea on what to do. Boy, does he have his work cut out for him.]
If ya ever wanna know more about things in the other place, lemme know so I can fill ya in, aight?
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[While he is somewhat curious, he also isn't sure what good it would do for him to know that he existed somewhere else. But, well. At least he's known Beat for...a little bit so this revelation could have been a lot worse hearing it from a complete stranger.
In any case...]
Good luck.